Failure at Architecture
Failure at Work
Failure at Track
Failure at Family Member
Failure at Friend
Failure at Son
Failure at Uncle
Failure at Effective Living
Idk, I feel down. I often feel guilty that I haven't been given enough hardship in my life, and on the other hand, I feel like I am not doing enough with my opportunity. But, it's not like I am being lazy necessarily, I wake up, work, school, practice, and then I just plain don't have energy by 6pm. I set aside Saturdays where I plan to do absolutely nothing to keep me sane. Then, Sunday rolls around and I plan on spending it in studio, working on my project or reading. Then the week starts again. Ugh!
Endnote- I'm not depression, I'm just feeling useless.
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